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June 29th, 2006] |
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today was good. i'm glad things are starting to look better. Matt & i talked today. i love that kid he makes me laugh ( : last night i talked to Chewey till 4AM about everything going on in my life. he said he cares about how i feel & stuff like that. i'm glad i have him in my life. he makes me happy (: he's a great friend & i cant wait to see him again.
Brittany A. came up today(: i was really happy to see her (along with my dog...haha). she hung out here for a little while then ran home. i'm glad she & i got to spend some time together before things got busy for me & her. she's a great girl who i happen to love.
i'll be turning 18 in 2 MONTHS! YEEHAW! hahah i cant wait.
well i am go...comment hoes.
♥ AshRae(:
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[Thursday
June 29th, 2006] |
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so i have decided to keep this journal public...i have created another one to keep private/friends only..
www.livejournal.com/users/infected_toe
go check it out ( :
♥ AshRae ( :
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[Monday
June 26th, 2006] |
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Comment, and . . .
* I’ll respond with something random I like about you.
* I’ll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
* I’ll name something we should do together.
* I’ll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
* I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
* I’ll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
* I’ll ask you something that I’ve always wondered about you.
* If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal so you can do the same for other people.
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[Monday
June 19th, 2006] |
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yeah it is definitely 7:13 in the morning when i am writing this. the only reason for it is because Shawn text messaged me around 6:15 telling me to get up. so i did. stupid stupid stupid. i am way tired now. he asked me if i wanted to go out to breakfast with him so i said sure. why the fuck not? he already woke me up, he should at least do something nice for me. hahaha. anyway, yesterday was fathers day. my dad is such a goober sometimes. but whatever. last night they were having steak, which i didn't want, so i texted Shawn to ask him to bring me some pizza, being the great guy that he is, he brought me 10 cuts of pizza...for free! i love him, he knows how to treat a girl right. but whatever.
YL Camp was a total blast...i loved everything about being a Rockbridge. it is soo.....tranquil? for lack of a better word. i did everything there. there wasn't one thing i didn't do only because i knew how much fun there was last year but i couldn't do anything last year (stupid me.). yeah whatever. so when i came home at 4:30 in the morning my mom told me that my brother was down in Ocean City, MD. wtf? hahaha. BTW! David is my hero, he is such a nice guy. i walked into Sheetz on the way home from Virginia & i didn't have any money so i was kinda down & he asked me what was wrong so i told him how someone had stolen 40 dollars from me at camp & that i didn't have any money to get anything, so he paid for it! it was so nice, as i was thanking him he goes "if Jesus can give up his life for me, i can give up some money for a friend" i thought that was the sweetest thing i have ever heard in my life. i love him, he's great.
well now i gotta go Shawn just called & told me he would be leaving the shop here soon! bye ya'll!
♥ AshRae(:
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[Wednesday
June 7th, 2006] |
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sorry about not updating in like...ever...i have just been busy. finals, scheduling, just making sure everything works out right. it's a lot to handle these past few months. i am officially a SENIOR in high school! which kinda makes things a little scary. it's time to straighten up & fly right or there will be no graduation next year. i really hope my senior year goes as well as my sophomore year went. sorry kids, i hated my junior year...it sucked. everything about it sucked. :yawns: everything is been kinda weird lately. i mean with Chad being gone, things to be going a little bit worse. whatever. shit happens i guess right? welcome to high school is all i hear. whatever. i dont care. yeah this is kinda a pointless update...i just needed to update because people complained i never update anymore. so this update is for everyone who told me to update.
♥ AshRae (:
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[Tuesday
April 18th, 2006] |
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one month today for Chad...ugh...........
today didn't go so well either...IM me if you feel like talking about it
♥ AshRae ):
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[Wednesday
April 5th, 2006] |
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re·jec·tion(r-jkshn)
n.
1) The act of rejecting or the state of being rejected.
2) Something rejected.
yeah rejection sucks ass ) : i guess i'll learn to deal..
♥ AshRae ) :
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[Sunday
March 5th, 2006] |
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leave me comments telling me what you think!
♥ AshRae (:
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[Tuesday
February 28th, 2006] |
btw, everything is now FRIENDS ONLY!
when i say that I MEAN IT
i dont want ANYONE & I MEAN ANYONE going around saying what i write in here, it's just not cool...
comment to be add fuckers (:
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[Tuesday
February 28th, 2006] |
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i have come to the decision that i am only going to use this to tell people how my day went, not to express my feelings. after today, i dont think i am going to tell anyone what is going on in my life. everything i have ever said or done in the past 2 months have been used against me & i hate it. this is my journal! i dont want people saying what i write in it...yes i know people are like "wtf?" but it happened today. so starting now i am going to write about how my day went & stuff. no more of this how i feel about things.
so pretty much today sucked ):
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[Sunday
February 26th, 2006] |
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[Wednesday
January 11th, 2006] |
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BACKSTREET BOYS LYRICS
"Crawling Back To You"
Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you
I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you
If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man
But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you
Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
---longer update later
♥ AshRae
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[Tuesday
January 3rd, 2006] |
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wow...today was the first day back to school after vacation! it kinda sucked.
before homeroom-this morning i walked around with Tarran for a little while. then i saw Tom at his locker & i stood there with him talking to him. Alyssa came over & joined us for a little while. Then we all walked Tom over to his homeroom & we walked around the halls together. Alyssa & i said our goodbyes & headed back to the A Building.
homeroom-i love homeroom. it makes me happy. haha. i was talking to Court, Lindsey, & Lauren. then Jason had called my name & i went up to talk to him. then we had to sit in our seats for the announcements to come on & what not. my conversations with Lauren are absolutely awkward. hahaha i love it..
after homeroom & i always walk with Alyssa & Derek. they make me happy. today was just a lot of fun.
world history-we got new seats today..i sit by Katie Folmar, Emily Ross, & Jenny Dunn. we talked about current events & how that little 6 year old boy was stabbed in Tyrone...that is just sick. who in their right mind would do something like that? we worked on a map today in his class...that's all we did.
english-we did our bellringer...we had to take the words Happy New Year & see how many words we could make out of it using 3 or more letters. haha then we had to define what an odssey was & we had to explain one. then we got this really heavy packet on the book. ugh...that's all we did
chemistry-even though i am failing chemistry. i still find it oddly interesting. i have a 69.32% in that class...i am doing better than most. haha. but today we learned Molar Mass...like i understood how to do Mole problems because we did them before...but finding the molar mass is what i didn't get. haha. oh well.
algebra II-i had to talk to Ms. Saclaro on how i had to make up a test on thursday that i missed on the day we left for vacation because i had an orthodontist appointment. haha. then we were going over some problems...i feel really confident in that class. most of the time. then she brought up how if we dont score a proficient on the Math section of the PSSA's then we cant graduate high school until we do. which blows. haha then she was talking about SATs which i am probably going to take in March even though the math section of the PSSA isthe same month ): whatever...i hope i pass.
c Lunch-my favorite time of the day. i love the people i sit with at lunch. they make me happy. Katie, Dani, Dominique, & Lindsay. haha they are nuts. after we sat down from standing in line to get food, Dominique threw her cheese at me. so i laid it on Katie's book & when she came back to sit down she smacked me across the face with it...so then we put it in Sean's agenda (: haha then i was listening to Dominiques conversation with Lindsay & she was like "are you jewish? do you celebrate Christmas or Kwanza?" & i was like "dude...Kwanza is what the black people celebrate...jewish people celebrate haunakah" & Matt was walking past at that time & he just gave me this look that read *wtf is your problem?* hahaha i love it. after lunch i went to Tom's locker...i am so mean to that kid...haha i love him though.
spanish 1-well before class i stand outside & talk to Matt & today some really fat black kid ran me over in the hall way...haha. anyway during spanish class we learning something new that i understood until she assigned the homework. i was like..."uhh...duh" i didn't understand what we were doing at all the whole time...hahahahahaha oh well....
child care 1-yeah.we just kinda worked on these worksheets that she gave us & reminded us that we have the children tomorrow. ugh. i finished my worksheet at like 1:39 & class isn't over until 1:55 haha..so i tried to work on my spanish homework! which i did finish btw.
band-i love this class. we had to play today like none other. we did scales like holy moly. but county band is starting up soon which i am definitely looking forward too but we are going to Bellwood for the 2 days of it. so i get to see some of my friends who go out there! (: it makes me happy so i definitely signed up to do it. February 6th & 7th...i cant wait (:
after school-i came home & did my homework...i got my math done, but i dont understand my chemistry. so i guess have to go in tomorrow morning to ask her about it & what i am doing wrong. haha i hope that goes well. haha right now i am talking to Tiff online because i love her & i dont talk to her much anymore! woo!
btw, 9 more months till i turn 18 yo'!!! haha
& from now on...i am going to leave my journal with a thought or quote from the bible i got from YL camp (:
so here is today's quote
Philippians 1:9-11 "And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more & more in knowledge & depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best & may be pure & blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ-to the glory & praise of God."
-comments are appreciated-
♥ AshRae
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[Saturday
December 31st, 2005] |
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tomorrow afternoon around 1 i am leaving for State College with my family & a few other people.
so people dont be hesitant to call my cell phone if you wanna talk tomorrow
327-2102
call me & wish me a happy new year
if not...leave me comments on here or whatever so i know you care ( : hahhaa
goodnight to all (:
♥ AshRae
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[Friday
December 30th, 2005] |
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YOUR PORN STAR NAME
(name of FIRST pet + street you grew up on):
Friskey Walnut
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grand parent of same gender's first name + favorite snack):
Teddi Celery
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Trees Ponderosa
4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + Last three letters of your last name):
Aden
5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school mascot):
Cat Moutian Lion
6. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
Rae Altoona
7. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of sibling/parent [opposite sex] + cell phone company you use):
Nick Verizon
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